I have reached 100 consecutive sober days today, and yet. And yet and still. It is with a heavy heart that I write this post tonight.
My partner/spouse/common-law husband/fiancé/best friend/lover: some of the many things he is to me, of 10 years (just celebrated last month actually), has chosen to end our relationship.
Gah. I don’t even know what to write about it. I have been so up and down and all over the place over the last week.
He states it’s because we have grown apart. We are apparently on “different paths”, and he isn’t sure he is in love with me anymore.
And what path are you on, my dear?
I know what path I’m on.
I am on a path to wholeness.
Eyes wide open.