I’m back to day 3.
I feel tired. I feel defeated. But I’m going to keep at it because I do believe that this sober thing is going to be worth it. I have faith in the words I read from other sober bloggers that it beats being drunk and hungover. In my heart, I know this is true. In my heart, I know that I can’t drink “normally”. No matter how much I wish I could. I don’t know how to get readers for my blog, and at this point I think it’s okay. I’m not very committed to it yet. But, like my sobriety, I will keep giving writing a chance. I’m not ready to give up on either. One day, it will stick.